sudo reboot -r

I hate this feeling. Ive been looking at my code or this blog for a day now, i dont remember doing it.

I don’t know how that’s even possible but I get on here and everything ive worked on feels like someone else did it. I don’t know how to explain it other than it feels like i just sat at someone’s laptop that happens to do web development. Kind of like that.

Am i dissociating? Am I going manic? Would someone suffering from mania get on WordPress to document it? meh… I just hate it. So exhausting and overwhelming. Hate myself for allowing my body to just give up when its nothing compared to other things in this world.

I wish i had better answers.

my goal today going to be to work on my RPG framework. I got my linux laptop running and I plan to use that for most of my development work.